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college n stuff [23 Apr 2006|11:04pm]
[ mood | tired ]

k i haven't written in this in a while...almost forgot about it. life's been good...i've got great grades...i miss home though. it's almost summer time again. which is always a good thing. the stress of college is catching up to me a little i kinda need a couple month break. i miss sooooo many people and i can't wait to see 'em all this summer....well i gotta go study i'm outtie,


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[19 Dec 2005|10:15pm]
[ mood | restless ]

i'm so in love with you daniel cole, you are the only one for me, i knew this before and i don't know why i broke up with you to test it out, becuz i KNEW it....

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[07 Nov 2005|08:48pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i'm 18 :-D, yay :-)

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[28 Oct 2005|12:11am]
[ mood | content ]

i love college!! partying at state which is 30 min. away every weekend rocks, seeing daniel all the time who is also at state is really sweet. i miss him so much right now. i cannot imagine my life without him, everytime i try to move on i think i have but really i haven't. cuz whenever i think of my life without him with another guy and him with another girl, it just hurts and i don't wanna be without him. we were meant to be, and i swear to god i'm going to marry that kid one day. <3....but anyways it's so weird being home now, it feels like i don't belong. i miss being home and seeing my animals all the time, but being up at college is amazing, it's a great experience. and i just love the girls i room with they mean a lot to me they are for sure some of my best friends. whenever i'm home i miss those girls.....our room is our RA's favorite :-D, anyways i'm going to go watch a movie or something. i'm outtie,


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[05 Oct 2005|10:58pm]
[ mood | blah ]

college rocks!!!! um yeah i don't really have anything to update on.....life is good i guess....boys....eh....best friend...hate her.....uh.....my roommates are SAWEET I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!


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[17 Sep 2005|06:42am]
[ mood | fuck you dan ]

i hate dan...a lot i hope he hurts bad for what he's doing to me GRRRRR...i'm out


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[03 Sep 2005|02:15am]
[ mood | horny ]

boys suck n i would like to invite every one of them minus 4 to kiss my ass....and i thought girls played games...guys do it even more!! fuck i need to get some ass.....rhonda you need ass too it's been for ever for you lol and me too but, we need it, and lots of "orange juice" this weekend biatch. Let's get wasted it'll be a party....with Grant damn it!! Grant i miss you! <3 Grant's parties <3 i miss highschool when i was a junior i miss the class of '04 a ton!!! growing up fucking sucks!! k i'm going to eat i'm outtie,


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i was bored.... [01 Sep 2005|04:12am]
[ mood | energetic ]

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:119
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Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name beCracka Jack Snappa
You ride around in aA pair of 1962 Roller Skates
Yo gangThe Yakuza
Yo shoes beFlip-flops
Yo dubs be dis big, fool593
How much money you got?$4.32418956685872e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 32%
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Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:A fishing rod
Your Favorite Target:Tourists
Your Kill Count:964,463,223
Your Battle Cry:"Mutha fuckaaaaaaas!"
Years You Spend in Jail:25
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$237,229,855,257,195
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 58%
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What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex
by UMAJohnnie
Most Likely to Say"It's not that it was bad..."
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this reminds me of that kid nate lmao ^^^ it's never been so hard for me to fake it in my life!

Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is10...WOW! ARE U SINGLE?!?!
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How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
...believe in true love?
Your hands sayWe fit together.
Your eyes sayI can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs sayNothing I desire compares with you.
Your kisses sayI am addicted to you.
Your body saysI just want to hold you.
Your heart saysTe amo.
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[27 Aug 2005|09:28am]
[ mood | hungry ]

you never know what you have until you've lost it. Hopefully i haven't lost if for long, but it was my fault. I never realized how much i loved him until i was with someone else. It isn't the same, nothing is the same and now more than ever i want to be with him forever. I can't wait to call him mine again then i will NEVER let him go....


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[20 Aug 2005|12:32pm]
[ mood | cold ]

i feel so depressed and so alone, but at the same time i'm having so much fun and loving life....strange....so last night i got really effin wasted with brad, alex, kim, rhonda, steph, steve, laura, and some other people i cannot even remember. Totally could not even walk attempted to sit down once and fell on my ASS...thanks to brad i didn't break anything lol. So Rhonda and Brad tried to take my "drink" away from me and i started screaming and there were these cops like looking at us so they just let me have it lol cuz we were all blown. then i got super cranky cuz we were supposed to go to Micky D's and then some shit went down i'm still freakin confused about it. So i was like fuck this i'm going to Micky d's and i kept bitchin n shit so we finally went and i got food and i was happy. (i don't remember this part) but apparently kim threw the first burger and it hit me in the head, bounced off and brad caught it. and apparently i just sat there emotionless and then i looked at kim and i was like "where's my burger" so she chucked the second one and it hit brad in the nuts it was great and i guess i was just laughing like a looney. then brad freaks out cuz he noticed the first one had gotten unwrapped in his car and got cheese all over the floor. and he's like "oh anyone want a burger? WELL HERE'S THE FUCKIN PATTY!! OH OH WAIT WHO WANTS A FUCKIN BUN?!" and he chucks em at alex's car and we were dying laughing it was hilarious. then we went back to fountain walk and split up and me, steph and rhonda went back to steph's and watched boogeyman....btw shitty movie. great weekend so far but i miss someone....i don't know why but i do....and dan i'm so upset about him and our situation i just don't even know what to do it makes me so sad....AND if i don't get laid soon i may burst into a million pieces...i think i may be having withdrawals....but i'm outtie gots shit to do....


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[14 Aug 2005|06:41pm]
[ mood | sad ]

let me cry on your shoulder......

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[13 Aug 2005|07:40am]
[ mood | tired ]

Dan's 19th Birthday is today

Happy 19th Sweetie

Yeah so life's been ok i guess lately, not exactly horrible, but not exactly sweet or anything. I love Rhonda to death but she said she'd call me Thursday to hang out and wow definetly didn't....i'm over it cuz i had a great night tonight :) and besides i'm sure she didn't mean it cuz well Ashley Camerella doesn't get ditched lol. Ok so i have an airbed n stuff and somehow it fuckin has a hole in it and i am PISSED cuz i have to get up every 2 hours to blow it up how effin ghetto is that? lol so i gotta go buy this patch thing for it and then i gotta find the damn hole and patch it ....wow that sucks A LOT it's going to take me like 4 hours just to find the freakin hole. Not to mention tearing the whole bed apart is going to be an mf'n bitch. My hair is all poof n shit right now lol i need to fix it. But i'm tired but i can't sleep....egh and i have to get up at like 6 and go to Sahana's Grad Party for a bit, then i gotta go visit my baby Aliya at her work cuz i love her, then i have to go visit Melanie at work cuz i love her too and i haven't had time to see her lately and it is making me sad cuz i miss her so much. THEN i have like 2-3 hours to do all this lol wow good luck me...then i have to hang out with rhonda's gay ass lmao JUST KIDDING !!! I want to but hmm fountain walk again that'll be interesting and BRAD IS PISSING ME OFF!!!! "Hey Brad why haven't you called me lately?" Brad: Well why haven't you called me lately?" So i start calling his ass AND he picks up and says we'll hang out and he never calls me back wow fuck you too...just cuz i won't give you ass doesn't mean you have to be a dick about it ...shit man....anyways that is the update basically so i'm outtie.....

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Welp..... [31 Jul 2005|05:30am]
[ mood | fuck u ]

i don't understand....why are guys the way that they are? all they make me do is cry and i'm so sick of it....why do i keep falling for this shit? I hate myself for falling for their bull. I need a guys opinion on this....is there a reason you do this kinda stuff? freakin let me know cuz i've had enough. Before i started dating guys i didn't really cry all that much n now it's like i cry every damn nite WTF, just let's try not to be an asshole for one fucking nite.PLEASE!!! but yeah so update on my life, it kinda sucks as you can see, other than that i guess it's good, i have great friends. i love you guys! And i have a cousin that will always be there for me and no matter what i've said i really do love you, you are good to me, so are you rhonda, i can always count on you two. Your the only ones i can always count on. I have been going up to fountain walk a ton and it's been sweet, cept every time i go up there i get hit on and get asked for my number....gets old after a while. I only need a few guys to hang around i can't be around too many i go into overload lol. Can't deal with that much bull shit at once. and last nite this kid that i haven't talked to in like forever imed me n it was soooo random, but now i really wanna know what he wanted i'm just curious....but he won't come back online and i don't have his number he has mine....damn it just call me already :-D anyways i'mma go lay down n eat er something lol love you guys! but i'm outtie,


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[22 Jul 2005|11:39am]
[ mood | depressed ]

i hate my life it's too complicated and boys.....god damn don't even get me started....i'm depressed.....dan u were my angel

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[21 Jul 2005|06:31pm]
[ mood | sick ]

worst timing ever boys!!!
i'm really sick someone take care of me :(


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:-D [18 Jul 2005|04:46am]
[ mood | excited ]

Sweeeeeeeeeeet fucking weekend....so friday me, Rhonda, and Steph went up to fountain walk to chill, and met these guys, Brad, Alex, and Steve. They were really cool we went to #6 which is a hookah place. Smoked a bit, and we've been hanging out with them ever since. I went to Brad's tonight and we watched a movie. I left at bout 3 am. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnddddddddd i like him.....:-D welp, i'm outtie,


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[13 Jul 2005|09:02pm]
[ mood | tired ]

haven't updated in a while so, some stupid kid stole my car so i called the cops on his ass. LESSON guys don't fuck with me, my car, my family, or my boyfriend you will not be happy after i'm done with you. Yesterday i dogsat Shanna adorable dog and fell down the stairs and i swear to god my wrist is broken and my tail bone is bruised. My shower at my house broke so i have to go to my dad's to shower...oi vey. My graduation party was pretty cool, but like 95% of my family didn't come becuz their in a fight....wow grow up. My step bro's g/f came and i hate the bitch and almost smacked her ugly ass right out of the fucking house. i'm outtie,


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[05 Jul 2005|02:06am]
[ mood | depressed ]

i need like a huge bottle of prozac and a LOOOOOOOONG vacation.

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[29 Jun 2005|02:57am]
[ mood | a wannabe drunk ]

Name 20 of your friends

Who is #8 going out with? Nick
Is #9 a boy or a girl? girl
Would #11 and #2 make a good couple??no
How about #18 and #4? um no that's MY boyfriend
What grade is #17? is in his 2nd year of college
When was the last time you talked to #12? a few months ago
What is #6's favorite band? sugarcult
Does #1 have any siblings? yes a sis who rocks and a bro who's creepy
Would you ever date #3? no too anal for me
Would you ever date #7? hmmmm if i was a dude i'd do her but as i am a girl then no
Is #16 single? no
What's #15's last name? i'm going to butcher this but it's ulagaddi?
What's #5's middle name? fuck man i don't know sorry
What's #10's fantasy? to lick whipped cream off my ass...j/k sweetie but really i have no clue
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? fuck no
What school does #20 go to? he's graduated and i don't know
Tell me a random fact about #11? has really curly hair
And #1: really loves her pink pajama bottoms
And #3: has a frickin HUGE ass
Have you ever had a crush on #16? yes
Where does #9 live? walled lake
What's #4's favorite color? green
Would you makeout with #14? eew gag no
Are #5 & #6 best friends? they don't even know each other
Does #7 like #20? don't know each other
Does #8 like #19? don't know each other
How did you meet #15? she was in my 10th grade english class i think
Does #2 have any pets? no
Is #12 older than you? no
Give #13 a hug: omg i would love too and i totally will
Is #17 the sexiest person alive? no but he's cute

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...one of a kind
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[28 Jun 2005|12:52am]
[ mood | mf ]

oh have i gotten myself into a fucked up situation or what? ah shit man........fuck!!!! can't even explain but my "man" situation...is well...gay

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